Hopeless?

Nite guys.
This nite i wanna tell you something about my big-rock-super experience today. You know, I had no feelings about this. With unhopeful wondering, let's start it!

In this day, I knew that the teachers will announce the result of our tryout. I thought that i'll get a bad score cause this time, this tryout is harder than i think. I was thinking about my math and english score, i didn't think about science yet. I worried bout my english.

I think I'll enter the third class or something, but really i'll very happy if i can enter the first class. But, i HATE someone if they talking about my succesful. And they did. I HATE IT!

Okay, let's begin this fucking story. My guardian class entered my classroom and then she sat on her chair. Then, slowly she began to open her files that she brought it when she entered our class, I feel panicky that time. Almost dead when she announced it to the whole students in class. Then she started speak, slowly, from the first rank until the last one. I was listening for it carefully. But until fourth rank, I stopped listening, and my eyes became huge. Okay, I was very HAPPY to hear that. You know, I've done success with my tryout and get the fourth rank. And proudly I say that I'M VERY HAPPY cause I get the best english score in my class, EIGHT! And i was disappointed with that score because, I knew my fault, and they was very easily for me to answer. But, with my uncareful step to finished my tryout, I'm really FOOLISH because i was wrong to answer the easier. ;(

The next is math. I thought the math was the easiest ever! But, again I disappointed with the score, even it be the highest score between the others--mine. And it's eight point five! :(

And the last, with proudly I say that I get the twenty first rank for the whole third grade students! BUT, I dislike someone who's said, "Yeah, you must know that yourself is blablabla," or something like, "Look! The one of first class students!" Hell, I HATE someone whos said that, including Sora. He was said it to me in the phone, via SMS. What the..? I want to be someone whos low profile, but really it's so HARD!

Well, maybe this day is full with angryness. Or maybe happiness? Or something else? I don't know, either you. :D

Okay, that's all my super-hard rock experience! Get your day, pals!

- A.A.M.R

All About The Second!

Good day, everyone!

Well guys, today is the second tryout. I did my tryout unsuccessful. Let's read my experience today below..

Well, today is english tryout. And then, yesterday Ma'am Yuli told us that the exam is not too difficult. The tryout from school is more difficult than this one. In this time, the tryout is for kepri province. So, the tryout made from the province government. You know what? When I started to answer the question, i think the government made the text for answer the question with difficult words that we seldom read or hear it. It use a words that we try hard to know the means of the text. But it sometimes. Another questions is easier than the school's exam. I think easily to answer it.

When the tryout over, I went to my classroom to have my lunch. We discussed the english tryout. Some of my friends told me that the tryout was very difficult. But some of them didn't think so. I did too. I felt it just some of the questions.

And then we started to study. Ma'am Yuli, the english teacher entered my class with soo many papers in her hand. It was the tryout! "We'll discuss the tryout," then she said.

First time we won't discuss it because we afraid we'll get a bad score. But some of my classmates want to discuss it. So, I thought we'd better discuss it to know where was our fault actually. We had done to answer the quetion a half. And i still wrong 2 numbers. But when we had done it all, actually i was wrong in 8 numbers. I was very dissapointed. But really, my smarter friends got many wrong numbers they answered. So i'm so grateful to God that He still want to gimme the best in english lessons. I hope so.

So that's all about today.
Oh right, i didn't tell you where's my tryout room. I do my tryout in X room, or in the 9.4 room. My exam number is 02-003-200. I sit in the bottom and behindest chair on that room. It was an awful place to get my full of concentrate. There was so many mosquitoes and dust.

Well then, have a nice day guys! :)

- A.A.M.R

"WUEEKSS" for 3 Times

Konbanwa, minna!

I'm tired for all this things. Okay, started from Sunday, the first time, started this blablabla sick, ah. Stupid me, accept the request, to keep the guest book on the wedding reception. I think I can wear my clothes like everyday, but in the H day, they gave me some KEBAYA uniform, and i feel "WUEEEKS" for many times. The first time wear, I felt weird. And then my mom brought me to the drawing room, make over my face, with some make up equipment I didn't know everything, except Lipstick. Wew, thats the worst thing I've ever done! You know, put hair up in a knot, a silly thing, and sprayed me with hair spray, that made my hair soo hard--not soft like everyday. And then, my mom told me to wear the high heels (WHAT A FUCKING SHIT!), with height maybe 10 cm--it was kind of STRESS. And then you'll see how depression me, when I went to a public place with that silly clothes, and sat behind the desk where you can find a guest book. And the day was wet, a rain came, but just a little I thought. But Sunday was windy, I can't imagine and tell you how 'brrrr' when you stand up right there. And before you eat, you'll se me right there, standing with fake smile, wearing the high heel, but sometimes I felt dizzy and I want kick away that silly shoes. Waa~! You know what? I saw my friends Devid and April, but they didn't laugh at me. But, when I had a lunch, Endy and friends (including Depe, Samosir, etc) came to the wedding reception and saw me with kebaya clothes. Endy was smiling, but Depe was laughing out loud (LOL). I was mad, but i can do NOthing with that shit clothes. Okay, maybe I'll forget it. I changed it in evening, because that clothes made me feel uncomfortable. But this is the important one.

When the reception begun, I ate soo much kind of foods right there. I don't know what's the nutrition in the food they--chef--cooked. At that night i feel no problem. But in the Monday night, i had a stomachache. But when my mom gave me a hot tea, i feel better. And i slept on 7.30 p.m. I forgot to prepare my books. And then, at 12.00 a.m, i woke up. Like, something wanna go out through my throat, and i can't hold anymore. I went to the bathroom and, WUEEKSS--vomit. In 2 hours, I've done throw up many kind of foods I've ate before in 3 times. My mom and dad thought that i'm sick. But, when they told me that I don't need to go to school, i don't want it for sure. I remember, in Tuesday i'll get a GREAT lesson, yeah--you can say it 'my favorite'--that's english and arts. So, I don't wanna miss anything about both english and arts. And until now, i still have a stomachache, but i don't want to tell it to my mother neither do my father.

So, i suggest you to NOT eat any food before you know the ingredients and nutritions :)

- A.A.M.R

Yesterday For Today

Konnichiwa minna-san!
Like everyday, I'll tell you about my AWESOME stories!
From yesterday 'til today. Check it out!

YESTERDAY..
is about an important events. I told them that i DISLIKE any perform bout Fashion Show or Dance. But I LIKE something that fills my life, yeah thats MUSIC, maybe a vocal group? I don't think thats hard. Band?? I LOVE IT MUCH! But, in the Arts lesson, the must important events, the way to get a better score, we MUST follow the vocal group and FASHION SHOW? Are they NUTS!?? I HATE fashion show. Something strange, and make me confused. Why? Because it's weird, walking on the red carpet, with their styles, show their "flirtatious" eyes, a "swaying movement", or something makes me "WUEEEEKSSS". Oh GOD PLEAASEEEE! I need the "click" remote one, to pass this weak moment. Another experience? Maybe i'll tell it through the stories i make. You'll see.

TODAY..
is about a tired job. We were cleaning our new class in the 9.7 room. Because the first grade room have done, the first grade student will present in normal shift like us--the second and third grade. But you know what? Before we get our new fan class--class with fan inside--like I told you on the post before, we must through the hardest way, because the owner class was disappointed--they was soo disappoint cause they must loss their fan. And.... what make me feel "wanna kick her--9.7's guardian class--ass and head" is, they need their MONEY back, because they won't use their fan again. And she was mad to our beloved guardian class, and she was mad to my classmate, and another things, the reason "why" i wanna kick her. WAAAA~ it called FURY!

Another story? Hmm.. I think i'll make my own short story, then you'll read it like you read a novels, or something like that :)

Okay, I think thats over. We'll meet in the other posts, guys! :D

- A.A.M.R

Nothing Interesting Today

Konbanwa, everyone!

Today isn't too special. Because today i had studied, and maybe social knowledge is the most boring lesson. But the one thing i wanna tell you that one of my friend asked me a stupid question. Yeah, the others? Nothing interesting. JUST trying to keep posting bout something :)

Hey, maybe i'll tell you that my class room will change into the 9.7 room. Woow, a fan in that class! You should try to keep your smile, because the unfortunate events will come to you, like me yeah. Trust me, key? Maybe you don't get fan or AC, but maybe you'll get a car, or a big house, just keep hoping and smiling!

- A.A.M.R

Band Festival

Konnichiwa, minna-san! our topics ..

SHOCKED is when i heard my friends that they wanna follow the band festival. You know? I didn't thought about bad feels until one of our personnel band said to me that we must enter the band festival on saturday. We'll bring the Cancer song by My Chemical Romance and Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade. I'm so sorry to them because when we trained our skill, i always used the wrong way to cheat. In keyboard (i mean a kind of music instrument, not one of computer forces), i can use the transpose menu to step across some note (and "note" in this text must be the symbol like a bean sprout, some of them is white and the others is black, you can find it in music lesson) because the chords was too hard to play. So, i was using this menu to play the Cancer song, and they want to join the festival, perform the Cancer song, with complete instrument, that i don't know where is the transpose menu if the keyboard is different with mine. So, now i must train my Cancer skill again, hardly. Oh, i hope i understand the menus in the keyboard i'll play in the festival later. You know, i must try it over and over again until i'm ready when the deadline come.

Hope so.. ;(

Oh yeah, in this holiday, i'm very tired and bored, hope one of you wanna come to my house. Then lets play some interactive games and we can cook together, smiling, laughing, with full of happiness. :)

- A.A.M.R

Another Happiness, Better Gifts

Good evening, guys. How is your day? Good? How bout me? SPECTACULAR!

In this morning, i haven't got any good feels. Just wanna know how the school report work. I dislike my english score, and was frustated. I don't care about my ranking, just my english. It was a dissapointed score before Maam Yuli told that there's a mistake in our english and math score. And it happened in our class, JUST our class. You know? My score was 77 and it was the WORST score i've ever got! I never thought that i'll get that score, NEVER. I don't really care bout my math, because it was 80, i think it isn't bad at all. So, when Maam Yuli entered my class, she was staring at our eyes then she "weeeewh"ed. She opened her score book and told us that she was very sorry bout her fault. Actually, it wasn't her fault, but it WAS the scorer team. She told about their neglect and they were fixing our score. I feel soo LUCKY and thanks to GOD whos always never sleep. You must know it, from the score 77, it changed into 90! How lucky i am :) I never thought that GOD gimme this way,

"a complicated life, going to feel how painful this world, disenchanting caused stupid promise, and finally we do understand, what is the meaning of all this shit."

That's all of my journal day. In the score pages. We'll enter the different doors, guys.

Finally I finished the end of the unfortunate events novels! You know, that was the AWESOME novels i've ever read! Lemony Snicket, the author of that novels, wrote the description about somethings soo details. Until i imagine by myself, the world he created. Soo perfect, and i don't know how this story ends. A sad one? But if i say thats happy ending, maybe we can find the sad one in the chapter 13. I also LOVE Violet Baudelaire, shes a smart oldest sister, who has been create many invention. And Sunny Baudelaire, the Baudelaire last sister, shes a little girl who likes cooking or something thats not too different. I HATE Ishmael, even the evil is Olaf, but Ishmael was a resent old one, oh I can't tell you how AMAZING this story! You must read thats by yourselves! I guarantee that you like that novels, I swear!

For today, i got another interesting experience. We were playing a games, guess what? My friend, Andreas made some murder case and told us (Me and of course my awesome friends) to solve the case. I just can solve a one case, and i think i'm interest to that case. I never solve any case, I always need a help to solve it. I can't analyze about some clues like Sherlock Holmes or Shinichi Kudo. But i'm proud of myself, I can do any good things with my english skill. I told him (Andreas) to make a mystery novel, and i promised him that i will read it. He had a big brain, full of unlimited imagination and experience, with many novels around him. I really like the cases he created.

"It was simple, but when you make it with your unlimited imagination, your experience must be the perfect ever!"

- A.A.M.R

First Day, Another Experience

Okay, good night everyone! I hope ure still wanna read this. Hope so..

Okay then, i wanna tell you something 'bout today. Present in the first day at the school after holiday, was soo boring activities. But before i tell you everything, they seems boring to me. And then, when i said, "I bring my notebook!" everyone looked at me and one of them told me to play the house game again. Everythings changed. So, before i open my notebook, my guardian class told me to clean the class before we play. Okay, maybe it isn't an important thing. And then, one of my friends can't be patient, she really wanted to see hows horror is the game. We were ready to play the games until i didn't realize that many people was there--standing behind my notebook, wanna see it together.

Oh, i forget to told you that in the first day at school we weren't doing anything like studying, or something bored. I still remember how they asked me to open my notebook, and they were so happy when i took my notebook from my bag. They was so busy until i typed the name "The House 2" in the searching box at google. They already took their position to watch that horror games, after i realize there was so many people behind my back. When i've done to prepare the games, i sat in the most behind in that place, so far from my notebook, and i will not see the ghost sooo real and big.

Ah, i forgot. Maybe i should not tell this story to you. It was embarassing, the student of junior high school in third grade, playing this horror game with they creepy faces, and put their hands in their faces, ready to yelling with their biggest voices, and close their eyes when the ghost started to scare them. suddenly, with his big voices, he was coming to my class, standing between the corridor and the door. I still remember when he yelled, it scarer than the horror games we played. Mr. Killer--thats how we called him--was staring us, while we closed our eyes because we were afraid caused the ghosts. He was mad. He told that we're so selfish because we didn't want to give our cleaning set to the second grade students. Nah, you know what? We didn't know that the students wants to borrow our cleaning set. After all this shit things, we were continued our games until it has done.

One question, why i must tell this story to you? Isn't important? No? Okay, if you think so, don't read this or another post again. I just share my experience to you, and i trained my writing skill because i wanna be a novels writers (and this is the last things that i mustn't tell you).

I think thats all another of my experience today, with english? Isn't bad? Or you don't think so? Gimme critics and solutions :) Caou guys! So long and goodnight, guys! There are soo many ways, waiting us to take them in our adventure in the simple and ordinary life!

- A.A.M.R

Happy New Year 2011

Ohayoo minna-san! Happy new year, hope all your dreams come true, your fault are forgiven, and all the good things come to you.

In this day i create another shit blogs again (i make a blog over and over again, hell yeah). I wanna try to make it nice, and something different than any blogs. I wanna make a privacy touch, that somebody wouldn't make it as same as me :)  so this is real, this is me (originally posted by demi lovato). okay, then i'll use english and indonesian, maybe i'll put a little japanese touch here :)

for a few days ago-present, i feel like i... you know as long as my heart going to his, i don't know what i must do now. He's make me confused, you know what? He make his account with combination of our birthday. But he won't tell me. Tell the right means of that number, and why he used that number. So, he's pretty "smart", but i can't be booed :D

Oh, okay. This is enough for my first posting. I think my english bad, but i'm sure that you still understand what i wrote, hope so. Okay, so long and goodnight minna-san! ^^

- A.A.M.R