Hopeless?

Nite guys.
This nite i wanna tell you something about my big-rock-super experience today. You know, I had no feelings about this. With unhopeful wondering, let's start it!

In this day, I knew that the teachers will announce the result of our tryout. I thought that i'll get a bad score cause this time, this tryout is harder than i think. I was thinking about my math and english score, i didn't think about science yet. I worried bout my english.

I think I'll enter the third class or something, but really i'll very happy if i can enter the first class. But, i HATE someone if they talking about my succesful. And they did. I HATE IT!

Okay, let's begin this fucking story. My guardian class entered my classroom and then she sat on her chair. Then, slowly she began to open her files that she brought it when she entered our class, I feel panicky that time. Almost dead when she announced it to the whole students in class. Then she started speak, slowly, from the first rank until the last one. I was listening for it carefully. But until fourth rank, I stopped listening, and my eyes became huge. Okay, I was very HAPPY to hear that. You know, I've done success with my tryout and get the fourth rank. And proudly I say that I'M VERY HAPPY cause I get the best english score in my class, EIGHT! And i was disappointed with that score because, I knew my fault, and they was very easily for me to answer. But, with my uncareful step to finished my tryout, I'm really FOOLISH because i was wrong to answer the easier. ;(

The next is math. I thought the math was the easiest ever! But, again I disappointed with the score, even it be the highest score between the others--mine. And it's eight point five! :(

And the last, with proudly I say that I get the twenty first rank for the whole third grade students! BUT, I dislike someone who's said, "Yeah, you must know that yourself is blablabla," or something like, "Look! The one of first class students!" Hell, I HATE someone whos said that, including Sora. He was said it to me in the phone, via SMS. What the..? I want to be someone whos low profile, but really it's so HARD!

Well, maybe this day is full with angryness. Or maybe happiness? Or something else? I don't know, either you. :D

Okay, that's all my super-hard rock experience! Get your day, pals!

- A.A.M.R